It's July again, YES! Doesn't time just fly?! YES! I'm so happy, this summer has brought so many changes for me and I'm just happy. I'm so happy I think I cried the other day, I can't quite recall. You know what I think about everyday? I think "isn't it wonderful that we can understand each other?" I'm so grateful that I can understand people when they speak to me in english or spanish, it's so exhilarating you know. There's so many words too, I mean so so many, but anyway let's get back on track here I know you must have some questions....I mean I guess. Like - "why haven't you answered your emails or texts Z?" or "What's up with your site?" or "Why aren't you on p411 anymore?" kyun kyun kyun... Ah well for one, I thought if I ignored them long enough they'd go away and rot just like my plants. Haha ok I'm sorry I'm kidding, but really I don't know I've just been involved with my life so much that I can't seem to want to talk to the outside world. I've been going through a lot of changes and that's all I think about really, so sorry. BUT! I heard this song today and I thought I'd share it with you because it reminds me of you and all, whatever. I guess I can't help being fickle, and I'll never know when the last time will be.